Posted 2 months ago
#I think I might be a middle aged woman trapped in a 20 year old's body
I washed my bedding and put on my new memory foam mattress cover and I have my new kindle and borrowed an ebook from my library and I have a bottle of wine so I’m like all set and I don’t think I’m ever going to leave my room. c:
by the end of my schooling I’ll have two degrees: a bachelor of science and a bachelor of arts in the fine art of procrastination
I absolutely hate when people try to play games when it comes to others feelings. So often I hear girls say, “I’m playing hard to get” and sadly enough these days you almost have to. I’m not one to ever feel the need to act a certain way or do certain things to make someone interested in me, yet guys really will be uninterested in you if you text him to much or want to hang out too much because he thinks you’re being clingy or something absurd like that. Why the hell must their be “the chase”? That shit is so infantile and elementary. Grow up. If you both have feelings for each other then go with it. Stop with the game playing. It’s stupid, and girls are just as much to blame, too. Girls constantly complain about how all guys want is sex, which unfortunately in many cases tends to be true, but if you didn’t succumb to giving it up so easily guys wouldn’t think that every girl will be just as easy either. There always has to be ones that ruin things for good people.
seriously, I’ve had enough accounting for one day, but I need to keep going and I hate it and I hate summer school and I hate exams and I hate having to take classes I’m not interested in and I hate McGraw-Hill Connect and their piece of shit website that deleted my answers twice and did I mention I’m quite fond of the word hate rn and I hate that I’m not reading a good book or something more worthy of my time because instead I have to read more about cost accounting which is probably the worst type of accounting I mean I don’t really know but I’m just guessing because it is ruining my life and I just want an A so I can finally give a big fuck you to my old GPA since I fucked everything up and can finally have a 3.0 because I really should have a 500.34 since I’m a fucking boss and my freshman year as a Bio major was a load of horseshit. The end. Math rules. Suck it
I love you, but I don’t like you anymore.
But I cannot wait to graduate and start making good money. Not saying money is the motive, but I’m definitely looking forward to it. Plus everything has been going so well in regards to school I can’t even complain.
I haven’t been on tumblr in forever because I don’t have internet and using my phone is lame, but this summer has been awesome and I’m very happy with how everything has been working out. I’m really gonna miss my friends that have left for school, but I’ll see them sooner than it seems. I’m excited for school to start and really content with all my classes. I am so thankful for the wonderful people that are in my life and have made things really good for me.
Sometimes, I think my expectations and hopes are set much too high because I’m always left disappointed. But I mean that’s my own fault. I shouldn’t let myself assume anything’s going to happen how I want it to.