You know what I don’t believe in? Keeping your feelings to yourself for fear of seeming clingy or too into someone. If someone has strong feelings or thoughts that are loving, and meaningful, and sweet, I want to hear them. Those things can make my day 1000000x better. The days are too short to worry whether you’re coming off too strongly and not say what you really mean. I know that’s how I feel, so even if I feel like an idiot I’ll tell you I miss you or I wish you were here or whatever, because hopefully that will brighten your day as much as it would mine.
I washed my bedding and put on my new memory foam mattress cover and I have my new kindle and borrowed an ebook from my library and I have a bottle of wine so I’m like all set and I don’t think I’m ever going to leave my room. c:
by the end of my schooling I’ll have two degrees: a bachelor of science and a bachelor of arts in the fine art of procrastination
I absolutely hate when people try to play games when it comes to others feelings. So often I hear girls say, “I’m playing hard to get” and sadly enough these days you almost have to. I’m not one to ever feel the need to act a certain way or do certain things to make someone interested in me, yet guys really will be uninterested in you if you text him to much or want to hang out too much because he thinks you’re being clingy or something absurd like that. Why the hell must their be “the chase”? That shit is so infantile and elementary. Grow up. If you both have feelings for each other then go with it. Stop with the game playing. It’s stupid, and girls are just as much to blame, too. Girls constantly complain about how all guys want is sex, which unfortunately in many cases tends to be true, but if you didn’t succumb to giving it up so easily guys wouldn’t think that every girl will be just as easy either. There always has to be ones that ruin things for good people.
seriously, I’ve had enough accounting for one day, but I need to keep going and I hate it and I hate summer school and I hate exams and I hate having to take classes I’m not interested in and I hate McGraw-Hill Connect and their piece of shit website that deleted my answers twice and did I mention I’m quite fond of the word hate rn and I hate that I’m not reading a good book or something more worthy of my time because instead I have to read more about cost accounting which is probably the worst type of accounting I mean I don’t really know but I’m just guessing because it is ruining my life and I just want an A so I can finally give a big fuck you to my old GPA since I fucked everything up and can finally have a 3.0 because I really should have a 500.34 since I’m a fucking boss and my freshman year as a Bio major was a load of horseshit. The end. Math rules. Suck it
I love you, but I don’t like you anymore.
These are my final grades for the semester. After all the hard work I’ve put in I couldn’t be happier because I worked my ass off, stressed myself out, and had two jobs while being a full time student. I go to show my mom my grades and she acts like it doesn’t even phase her. So, I guess you could say I’m a bit disappointed. It just kind of hurts my feelings because she acts like she doesn’t even care. Thanks for that, mom. Kind of ruined my day.
I honestly don’t mind going to class and doing homework and stuff like that.
But I cannot wait to graduate and start making good money. Not saying money is the motive, but I’m definitely looking forward to it. Plus everything has been going so well in regards to school I can’t even complain.
I haven’t been on tumblr in forever because I don’t have internet and using my phone is lame, but this summer has been awesome and I’m very happy with how everything has been working out. I’m really gonna miss my friends that have left for school, but I’ll see them sooner than it seems. I’m excited for school to start and really content with all my classes. I am so thankful for the wonderful people that are in my life and have made things really good for me.